m confused.........m confused about my life.........infact i am confused about my confusion........

is it that m really confused or i just want to be confused...........

thats the biggest confusion........m confused about what things i should be actually confused about.........i mean the matters i should be confused about must have a level of complexity........but what matters i would make it more complex so that i can be confused about it............

are u clear about what i wntd to say??

or u too r confused??

if u r.........then m very good at my job of confusing people...........

now thats too much.......

what i actually want to say is that most of us want to spend our life this way only..........in the state of complete confusion......

we are not sure of what we actually wanna do........even if we kno then too even a stupid remark can push us back to that state........

is this the kind of life i wanted??

is this the way i should lead all my life..........

no........not at all............

i should be clear of what i want from my life........i should be clear about what i expect from my friends.....i should be clear about how i should react over a given situation..........i should be clear about how i should not react over a given situation.........

huh.........seems tough.........actually it is.........

life is not a cinema script........its very spontaneous.......infact our life's script is already written in a way that there arrise a number of confusions......

infact they make our toughts clear about what we dont want to do.......and actually thats more important than what we actually want to do.......

but i wish there were tablets to avoid these confusions........but there are not.......i hav to avoid it if i want to do somthing in life otherwise i'l hav to spend ur whl life in this state of confusion.......

but m still confused about what my confusion is.........

this is life ........sometimes i dont even kno what i m doing...... 

sometimes a lot of questions puzzle me.......which dont mean a lot......

but i hav to solve those puzzles if i want to come out of my state of confusion..........maybe god is making me practice for somthing thats about to come in life.........

who knows!!!!!!!!